I am feeling helpless.
Where do I go?
Everything seems very dark
I can’t see anything
What do I touch?
Where do I go?
Heart missed a beat
No, not just that.
Fear engulfs my heart
I can hear clearly
My heartbeat is beating
Rapidly. And also loud.
Anxiety, depression, fear, sadness
Are the feelings that
I am going through.
Anxious of the future
Past regrets came back
Something I had wished
I would not do.
Depressed of the previous
Mistakes I had done.
What I can do?
No turning back to
Correct all my mistakes.
Presently, everyday seems dull.
Everyday, always repeat the
Same repeated boring tasks.
My goal is getting
Much further away from
My grasp due to
Doing many unnecessary errands.
I feel hopeless and
Everything seems bleak and
I don’t know where
To go for help.
Inspiration On: Sunday, 7 November 2010 at 5:50AM
Yoshiko 
This sounds so sad! I hope you are okay.
Now, I feel much better. Thank you, Tersia, for your concern and care 🙂
wow, this was a bad day indeed, but thankfully way back in 2010. I truly hope you are way better now.
I read your update but couldn’t comment on it, Yoshiko. You sound very busy indeed. I hope you are well.
Thanks a lot, for your support to read my poetry though no comments. Though busy, now I feel better. Having Sabbath indeed helps me to feel better 🙂
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I do not know that I was in depression until being diagnosed in it.