Work from home
Care my son
Spend time with husband
Spend time and help parents
Lack of spare time
Fatigue body
Loss of concentration
When will this end?
Wishing to connect with others
Switching on the computer
Fall asleep in front of the computer
Before entering
Wordpress
When will this end?
A daily continuum cycle
When will this cycle breaks?
Blockage at every poetry
Muse is neglected
When will this cycle breaks?
Inspiration On: Thursday, 13 March 2014 at 10pm
Inspiration Ends On: Tuesday, 19 August, 2014 at 1:48pm
During the stated inspirations, everything seems bleak due to late sleeping and unknowingly I am under depression. After I go to the neurology doctor last Friday, I am diagnosed with depression and I reluctantly consume the medication. Though I sleep longer than usual due to the anti-depressant, my concentration level improves. I really thank my parents to care my son whenever I am sleeping. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 
Wishing you all the best in health , Yoshiko. 🙂
Thank you, Celestine 🙂
Good that you can sleep. I remember when I started taking anti-depressants, it was really difficult for me to sleep, I felt like all the adrenaline running through my body, I felt hyper-exited, and high. Luckily, my body get accustomed to the medication and now I feel normal.
Good luck to you, too.
Thank you, Leo. Are you still under anti depressant medication?
Yes
For how long? For me, I just started
Like 7 or 8 years, I take anti-psychotics, and anti-anxiety, too … I’m kind of fucked up, eh ? Jej
But, talking about you, your symptoms are normal, it’s even normal if you don’t want to eat, or eat too much. Every person responds different to the medicines, but the medicines help.
The medicine makes me sleepy but calm down
It’s normal. For how long are you taking them ?
Six months 😢
So, maybe the medicines are not good for you, maybe you need to try another kind of anti-depressant.
I changed 2 times anti-depressants, the first one that I take, made me sleep all day, too, I woke up and after 2 hours I needed to go back to sleep because I get sleepy in the chair. It was really difficult for me to work and even get a day-by-day life. With the ones that I take now, I feel more stable. I still sleep all day (when I can), but because I like to sleep.
So, yeah, maybe you need to consult with your psychiatric. I need to see mine too more than 6 months that I don’t see her.
So far, I drink tea to fight the sleepiness. And my head and emotions are calmed down. Glad to be able to work and concentrate and accomplish more. Unlike before. The medicine works and I need to learn to balance it.
if you are too busy for computer then it is a good sign!
enjoy!
I see 🙂 thanks but I miss my wordpress friends
I know. Sometimes we are overwhelmed with all the things we must do each day. It would be nice to sleep, to rest, to have time just to do nothing. I hope you will take care of yourself.
Thank you, Toni, I am learning how to take care of myself. I also hope you will take care of yourself too
i wish you good health, long life… 🙂
🙂 thank you, Yabaki 🙂
Hope your doing fine Yoshiko..
Thank you, Chris, though not that fine, everyday I write events to be thankful.
Keep praying and keep having a positive outlook in life. You’re such an inspiration Yoshiko. Have a nice day.
Thank you, Chris 🙂 I’m flattered to be an inspiration. Also wish you have a nice day too