Loneliness residing inside
Despair in life
Living in this lonely world
Though I seek to understand others
Full of ravaging wolves
Preying on my caring hearts
Wounding it to the core
Lacking understanding hearts
Produce deflectors
Causing
One feet forward yet half feet backward
Towards my destination
Confusions are battling within
Now
Wishing to be invisible
Resting from many labours
Inspiration On: Tuesday, 17 March 2015 at 4:45pm
My many mistakes hurt my heart. It is the mistake to care others yet others do not seek to understand me. Though some nice people encourage me to move forward, some even deters me from moving forward. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 
so beautifully expressed .. it must have been hard for you to suffer this pain
Thanks. Yes, it is hard. I am learning to deal with it.
You’re Strong. There is always a brighter side beyond darkness ..
Oh, Yoshiko, I’m so sorry to hear this. People can be very cruel indeed, but there are caring people in the world too. You are who the Lord has made you to be for a reason and it is not the place of others to judge you. And trust me ALL of us have made mistakes, lots and lots of them. That’s just the nature of life in a fallen world. But if we come before the Lord in our hearts and ask for forgiveness, Scripture says He no longer remembers our past mistakes. Please don’t try to measure who you are or what you are worth through the eyes of others. You must be true to yourself and follow your own path. Life’s not easy for sure, but the hard things we encounter teach us valuable lessons and help to make us more like Christ. Please let me know if I can help in any way. I pray the Lord fill your heart and mind with great peace today and that you feel His loving presence. Love and hugs and blessings, Natalie 🙂 ❤ ❤ ❤
Thank you, Natalie for your kind words. I am thankful for God’s forgiveness. I have been questioning myself. Why am I so slow to realization? This is so depressing. 😭
Thank you for your hugs and blessings. Really need your prayer.
This made me sad.
Thank you for your comfort.
oh, dear, you just need to not care about the venomous people, at least, who wants to judge will judge everything you do, not matter what …
… take care, ask God to give you fortress, He will.
Thanks, Leo. The people look so pitiful from first impression. You are right that those people tend to judge in everything I do and misinterpret my care. The Lord indeed protects though I feel hurt to be ostracized.
“even in a garden nourished solely by the tears of past sorrows, something beautiful…may yet…still grow:)
a.g.
Thanks 🙂
Yes it makes me sad to read the poem, but I do agree sometimes no matter how good we are, our close ones misunderstand us and hurt us. Never give up the goodness in your deeds since one day they will be rewarded. Take care and God bless.
Thanks for your encouragement.
Hello Yoshiko! I am happy to be here and to read the thoughts you are having today. Often we are too hard on our own selves. We make mistakes; so too do others. We are not our mistakes. We must shed more light on the good things we have done and do; and pay less attention to the mistakes we have made. Some people are cruel; some are very good. Let us let the light shining from the good ones brighten the way for us. What we focus on grows in our minds and eventually in our lives. Therefore we must focus on what is going on well in our life; in our country; in the world. A great way to turn things around in our life is to turn around our thinking; and what we focus on.Focus on the positives in your life. Give a deaf ear to the negative. Let what comes from you, at all times, bring sunshine; or light to the world! May you see your world transform under your very watchful eyes. Have a really happy day!
Thanks, Ngobesing. God bless you too
And bless you too Yoshiko.
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heartfelt! it is tough to be sweet and kind!