If not for Jesus, I would take matter into my hands!
If not for Jesus, I would leave you!
If not for my Lord, I would have commit suicide!
If not for my Lord, I would avoid you!
If not for my Saviour, I only give you one chance!
If not for my Saviour, I would lock my door!
If not for my God, I would bark!
Yet you barge into my fence of boundaries!
Yet you take me for granted!
Yet you enjoy hurting me more!
Your ACTIONS and WORDS are inconsistent!
You always beat around the bush!
What do you WANT from me?!
I feel sick of your arrogance!
You cause me to fall into the pit of depression!
Initially
You give me the joy of life
You share your faith in Jesus
You give me the hope of
“Two is better than one”
A close confidant
If not for Jesus, I would not trust you!
If not for my Lord, I would not forgive you!
If not for my Saviour, I would forsake you!
I have enough!
Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12:15pm
This is the sequel to Why Do You? poetry. You have read the previous journey of my poetry. My heart and trust are fully broken. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 
Yoshiko, I am sorry your life has come to this. Take care of yourself.
Thank you, Tessa
Hope your heart is healing a little by the time you read this comment, my friend.
Despite all those nasty threatening, if you think there is still love remaining in this commitment, do brace up and heal that broken heart of yours so that you can live happier and not to allow it to get broken over and over again.
Take care and stay positive, just like the commercial for Johnnie Walker, “Keep Walking.”
Have a PEACEFUL day ahead, always! Cheers!! 😀
Thank you, Chloe 🙂 though I still care but I can not believe his words. He needs to learn his own lesson rather than spoil him to the core.
I believe you know what is needed to be done in order to turn the situation around but don’t give yourself too much stress okay?
There’s really nothing much I can help but here’s a big big CHEERS for you! 👍👍👍
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Remembering you, Yoshiko!
1 Peter 5:10
Thank you.
I’m glad you have Jesus, Yoshiko. 🙂
Indeed 🙂 to have Jesus helps a lot
We all need to rant and let our emotions out. Good one for letting steam out!
Yea. Steam out with fire
sometimes it is good to part ways, if you can exist on your own, that is if you are financially strong, stable.
My heart breaks for you–too many of us share this experience. And as you say, “If not for Jesus”, I wouldn’t be here either. God bless you.
Thank you and God bless too
This is some powerful stuff Yoshiko…
Thank you, Deanne