Why do you come into my life?
Why do you come to mess my life?
Why are you jealous of me?
Your grades are better then mine.
You have smarter brain than I am.
Why are you so suspicious of me?
Where do I give you misunderstanding?
I just want to bless you surprisingly.
Why do you use my weakness to put me down?
I thought you are my confidant.
There is so much thing I want to share with you.
Now
My lips are tight
I can not trust you
Why I can not trust you?
Because you lie to me!
Because you add wounds to my salt!
Make my life like a hell!
Why do you believe the devil’s lies?
Do you love to misjudge others?
Do you still live in your mother’s cloud of influence and decision?
Why do you take advantage of my naiveness?
Why do you take advantage of my confusion?
Why do you love to put your words into others’ mouth?
I can not believe your words anymore.
Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12pm
A lot of strange events occur in my life. When I mean well, my mother in law and husband misunderstood me. When I begin to trust him again and confide in him, he betray my trust. Maybe I look highly of him. Every year, my mother in law gave warnings of divorce threats to me. Then my husband always let me to make the decisions. When the result of my decision turns out well, no appreciation. Yet when the result of my decision is wrong, he always pick on me and put me down. I have felt worse. Yet he makes me feel much worse. Despite my parents warning, I feel foolish to pity my mother in law. But she falsely accused my mother and I out of her jealousy. Recently, my husband loves to start to the quarrel and blame me. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 
I’m sorry this is happening to you. I’m praying for healing for you and your family.
Thank you, Laine
Most welcome, Yoshiko
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It may not be you, it might just be the type of person she is, there are some people who only feel good if they’re putting someone else down sadly. Try being super nice to her whilst she’s being nasty they can’t cope with that because their words aren’t hurting you.
Yoshko, my heart goes out to you. I agree with Charlotte. Sometimes our worst enemies are those we live with. Just pray and trust in the Lord. Our God is a prayer answering God and he will turn your husband’s eyes on you. 🙂
Thank you
a prayer for you and him, Yoshiko!
Maria
Thanks, Maria
looks like you are living in a toxic environment! boy! I would have ended that relationship if I was financially independent and had a supporting family!
It is a crazy life.
sounds more poisonous than crazy. one can handle craziness but not toxicity.
Indeed. I prefer peace.
I feel the pain and anguish in your words. Expressing these and keeping God, close to your heart, will help you find peace and understanding. Godspeed my friend!
Thank you, my friend
You are every welcome!