In a state of chaos
In a state of confusion
In a state of pain
In the family
I am left out of the family
Lacking financial resources
Weak in social and communication skills
Outside events baffle me
A lady becomes my business partner
Another lady shows her bank account about investment
The business partner
Seems fierce yet compassionate
Teaches me
Communication skills
Social skills
Guides me in diets
Brings out and shares her food
The other lady
Speaks well of others
Cares about my retirement funds
Inviting me to learn investment
Expecting zero knowledge from me
She baffles me to
Show her bank account
Life is so strange
What is God doing in my life?
In a state of shock
I am speechless
Should I trust the investment lady?
O Lord
Please tell me
Please guide me
Lead me
You are the One I trust
Inspiration On: Thursday, 17 September 2015 at 10:35am
I let my mother in law to influence my husband. Most of the tasks are thrown onto me. When I handle it correctly, there is no appreciation. When I was too overwhelmed with too many tasks and make mistakes, he finds faults with me and criticizes a lot. Later on, he cuts my supplementary credit card and takes over the groceries purchases. Therefore, I feel that I am running around working on the business idea with lady. I wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 
Sorry, that’s not good.
Thank you for your kind words
Welcome 🙂
🙂
Step up. You realized a problem, find a solution. You don’t want to live like that. What could be the key to happiness? Proper communication with husband? Standing up in front of you MIL or anything else? I wish you all he luck n happiness
I’m stepping up. When I stand up, I’m being put down.
You’ll find your voice dear, dont let anyone crush you.
Thank you
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Thank you, James
Yoshiko, I know your life is very difficult now. Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you. Be cautious with these helpful people, because people fail us all the time. Just keep crying out to the Lord Jesus Christ. My prayers are for your encouragement and well-being,
Maria
Understand. I am being cautious. I also want God in my life. I want to understand the people. Why do they believe and trust me?
Good question. Asking questions and being careful and praying is necessary, Yoshiko. We all need to do this. It protects us – it’s wisdom.
Thank you Maria 🙂
of course!
Don’t be afraid to defend yourself – no one is perfect – not you, and definitely not your husband – so be patient, loving, forgiving but firm in who you are!! 🙂
Thank you Linda for your encouragement 🙂 to be who I am.
You have discovered poetry’ s richness, it is the let out of emotion with a license
Yes. It is the let out of emotion with a license. I thank my Lord Jesus to enable me.
He he. 😎