Fruits Of Joy

Cheerful
Leaping with joy
Easy to socialize with other children
Easily perspire
Loving to others

Fruits of my prayers for him
Manifest and brings blessings to others
Fruits of joy


Inspiration On: Sunday, 29 November 2015

Everybody feels that my son is adorable and sociable. The autistic teacher advises me to pray for him since foetus and bring him to Sunday school. It is a spiritual food for him. I’m glad I’m doing it for him to know Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour. His cheerfulness makes everybody so happy. I never expect Irene to tell that I am a praying mother.

Suddenly, he buys and gives me a can of Nescafé. Strange. Where does he gets the money? After helping out to bring dessert into the function room, I can’t find him. So I ask and find him sitting with other children and their parents. I go over to bring food for him. Then I find out a surprising thing. Unexpectedly, a sister in Christ gives him $1 to let him decide who to give. Unexpectedly, he chooses to give to me. I thought he is going to give to my mother who spends a lot of time with him. I feel embar-rassed for him to eat most of the French bread without realizing it. SS feels that it is good to let him enjoy the food outside once in a while rather than forcing him to eat. I listen. When he asks for my purse to buy another can for daddy, SS tells him I didn’t bring. I feel so speechless.

It is time to go home. SS and Pamli walk together with me to the train station. I enjoy the conversation with Pamli and gets excited to hear her organizing ice skating outing. My son is so caring to the little girl whom he has been playing at the playground. He let her to sit on his lap. He is also considerate and helpful to observe I have been pushing the trolley. So he pushes the trolley for me on our way home. I feel so happy to see him treats others well. At home he is so exhausted.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Disrupt

Miscellaneous tasks
Work, family and work
Seeds of ideas are birthing

Endless piling jobs
Repetitive tasks
Birthing ideas are boiling

Thus
All these
Disrupt creative flow

Thus
Exhaustion 
Overwhelmed

Mental and physical fatigue 
Sip into my inner core
Leech my cheerfulness in life


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 16 September 2014 at 11:50pm
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 17 September 2014 at 12:51am

All the projects I received, I do at home.  Noises at home are endless. Tasks at home are piling. The job from the client often gives tight deadlines – either submit by night or next morning. Recently, I feel burnt out and depressed. Upon reference, I do personality test. ISFJ is the result from answering the questions. All the explanation reflects true of myself. No wonder I flourish with given long timeline but overwhelmed with tight deadline and sudden changes. Glad to vent out my frustrations. Wish you all have good days and thank you for all your time to read my poetry.