Transportation Drivers

Roaming adventurously on the streets of a country. Enjoying every sights of the places. Then I feel exhausted and find a nearby wooden rectangular table and two cylinder stools to rest. A man is sitting on it. He is talking on the phone. Only to let me realize I don’t being my phone.

The cloudy sky is turning gray. All the pathways begin to instill fear. I want to go back home. Suddenly, four carriages come with respective drivers. The man chooses the driver I am going to choose and waves goodbye to me. Instead I begin to choose a middle aged grayish hair uncle. I climb onto the carriage and accidentally my thighs sway the baby bed. The baby is not awakened. The uncle stops the swaying mentionjing by name and warns me be careful.

The remaining two carriage drivers give bad feelings. They follow me then stop following my carriage. Suddenly my business mentor appears at the carriage I ride and look concerned due to I roam recklessly.

Hot Cold

Do not drag me into your
Impending fire of judgement

Do not drag me into your
Anticipated burning of fire in hell

Must I
POUR
Cold water into your head?

To wake you up
From your dark sleep?

To lift you up
To see and trust Jesus in the heaven?

Inspiration On: Monday, 9 February 2015 from 3:37pm to 3:41pm

A brother in Christ was going through difficult problems with himself and the people around him. A sister in Christ warned me from being dragged by that brother in Christ in terms of spiritual and work. After I stopped myself from busyness and take a walk from the house, God confirmed it through three people and just revealed it to me. This awakened me from being too emotional. That brother in Christ is in need of a spiritual daddy who can guide him in his spiritual walk. Thank God for an uncle willingly to mentor my that brother in Christ. And I am also thankful for his readiness to guide the young. All those tumultuous heart and mind birth the above poetry to tell that brother in Christ. It is to wake him up from his lack of self-worth slumber. Wish you all have good days and thank you. 

Mysterious

Unfathomable mysterious shadows
Looming and lurking
Under the dark night sky
Crossing over the beach trees
Chills a fearful girl 
Seeking solace in her mother’s 
Warm embrace 

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 7 September 2014 at 7:31pm to 7:40pm

Refreshed after shower, a vivid picture plays in my mind. At first, the scene is full of scary shadows. Then a little girl comes into the picture. Trees are the later scene to emphasize the mysterious shadow. Finally, the beach is the best location to intertwine the shadows and the little girl. Of course, it is dangerous for a little girl to play by herself on the beach. Therefore, the mother comes into the picture. Hope you all enjoy. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Dark Jungle

Living in the jungle
Jungle of darkness
Prison of isolation
Rejected
Starving love
Beware of the lurking evil

Dark sharp pointed hands
Knock the door of minds
Possessing the hearts
Sowing seeds of darkness
Into the hearts and minds
Hatred breeds within

Bitter fruits bloom out
Out to lash innocent lives
Lives in dismay and destruction
More minds and hearts are
Smeared with questions and blood
Smeared with hurts and pains

An excruciating endless cycle
Are lives not precious?

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 15 December 2013 at 12:14pm
Inspiration Ends On: Monday, 21 April 2014 at 3:17am

Understanding human’s psychology and the heartbreaking news of contaminated food, riots, and war summed this poetry. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Epic Disaster

Fall into the
SIPPING
Dark hollow cave
Fire of jealousy
Fire of hatred
Disfigures inner heart
Poisons the soul
Devoid of sense
Enters the heart
Devoid of logic
Enters the minds
Terror escalates
Leading oneself to
Succumb to insanity
Succumb to rage
Driven by rage
Driven by jealousy
Darkness emerges out
Leading oneself to
Epic disaster and
Hurting other hearts.

Avoid! Run away
From the SIPPING
Dark hollow cave!
Before losing mind
Before losing heart
Before too late
Too late to
Reverse the path
Reverse the journey.

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 10 April 2013 from 2:58pm to 2:57pm
Inspiration Ends On: Thursday, 11 April 2013 at 2:03pm

Erupt Feelings

Shocking news
Disheartening news
Discouragement sets in
My heart sinks
Sinks down to
The bottom of dark hole.

Tears well up in my eyes
Attempt to hold it
Prevent to show it
Painful feelings erupt
Unknown its origin
As if knowing
My mum’s feelings
When she lost
My eldest
In a car accident.

Repeatedly
Continuously
Painful feelings erupt.
Hide
Hide myself
Hiding myself in a toilet’s cubicle
As my tears roll down
Roll down continuously
Pray to control
Such painful emotions.
Huge waves of emotions
Splash against the rock
Struck against the rock
The rock of my heart.

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 31 March 2013 from 3:02am to 12:40pm

Before my husband took an aeroplane yesterday, he called me up around 3pm. When I heard that his elder brother passed away, my heart sank down. My friends and I had been praying for his healing when I heard he was hospitalized due to breathing difficulty. The news disheartened me.

Refer: Buried Longing

Embarking On

Embarking on
A dangerous quest
A dangerous journey
Into
A dark heinous cave.

Outside the cave
Six black crows gawk
Standing on the wire pole
An ominous sign
Fear creeps in
Palm perspires
Racing heartbeats
Thumping heartbeats
Panic arise
Questioning
“Should I continue?”
“Should I enter?”

Seconds . . .
Minutes . . .
Hours . . .
Have passed.
Gathering courage
To enter
A dark heinous cave
Full of cobwebs
Full of bats
Full of booby traps.

Passing through
Those dangerous traps
And see
A bright and shiny
Gold coins.
Carefully and slowly
Execute the procedures
As stated in the book.

Then
Passing through
Those dangerous traps again.
Leaving the
Dark heinous cave
As the
Six black shiny crows
Standing
Looking at
The black passing shadow
The shadow of the
Anonymous man.

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Inspiration On: Friday, 22 February 2013 at 7:25pm
Inspiration Ends On: Tuesday, 26 February 2013 at 8:40pm

It began with, “Embarking on
A dangerous quest
A dangerous journey into dungeon”. Upon writing it down, gradually other words also flowed out completing the blanks as the pictures in my mind moves.

Rattling Air-Conditioner

Rattle! Rattle!
Rattle! Rattle!
Oh! The fan is spoiling.
Grabbing an LED torchlight;
Hairy legs are moving;
Dark
chocolate
body.
Is it alive?
Oh! It is alive!
Creeping and exploring the air conditioner.

Straw pokes!
Poke! Poke!
Running, crossing, exploring, hiding
Fans, pipes, . . .
Swift to a large round pipe!

WHOOSH!
Circling a black cylinder!
What?!
In a dark pit?!
An opening?
White?
Here, I jump OUT!
Srsh! Srsh!
Oh, I am locked in a
Plastic bag.
Whaaaaa!
Now, I ended in a dark large
Dungeon!

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 15 January 2013 at 8:20pm
Inspiration On: Wednesday, 16 January 2013 at 3:11pm

Three days ago, a cockroach was inside my air conditioner. Unknowingly, my husband and I thought the fan in the air conditioner was spoiling. Upon shining the torchlight to it, a cockroach was running and exploring inside the air conditioner.

The first two paragraphs are written from my perspective then the last one is depicting the voice of the cockroach.

Shrouded with Mystery

Dark shadow covers his face
Sitting on the glass armchair
Shrouded with mystery
Giving out mysterious aura
Intriguing curiosity
Basking interest
Though protecting
True identity
Feeling shy
Among crowds.
Hiding in the shadow
Hiding in the corner
Loneliness inside.

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Inspiration On: Friday, 9 November 2012 at 12:25am
Inspiration Ends On: Sunday, 11 November 2012 at 2:30pm

When I was imagining people with multiple identities, three words were ringing in my head, “shrouded with mystery.” The next day, other words flowed out and revised. Finally, the first and second lines are added to explain the picture in my mind.

Bleak

I am feeling helpless.
Where do I go?

Everything seems very dark
I can’t see anything
What do I touch?
Where do I go?
Heart missed a beat
No, not just that.
Fear engulfs my heart
I can hear clearly
My heartbeat is beating
Rapidly. And also loud.

Anxiety, depression, fear, sadness
Are the feelings that
I am going through.

Anxious of the future
Past regrets came back
Something I had wished
I would not do.

Depressed of the previous
Mistakes I had done.
What I can do?
No turning back to
Correct all my mistakes.

Presently, everyday seems dull.
Everyday, always repeat the
Same repeated boring tasks.

My goal is getting
Much further away from
My grasp due to
Doing many unnecessary errands.

I feel hopeless and
Everything seems bleak and
I don’t know where
To go for help.

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 7 November 2010 at 5:50AM