An Open Door

Deep inside feel screwed
For being distracted by people
Difficult people put obstacles
Along my pathways
Learning to say no

My Lord doesn’t forget me
Opening the media door
Through His favour
From a school founder
Sponsor my study

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 8 March 2016

I call to the admin of an animation school, to check from the system that the school sponsors me so I do not need to tick on any payment mode. I just need to post all the grant documents and the school’s registration form to them. Finally, I post it then I submit its softcopy via email. When I check from the website, the total payable school fee for the three parts is $650. I feel so speechless and thankful to God.
Betty Lim to inform me that she can’t meet me tomorrow due to rushing her writing. She is also distracted by people. Why is there similarities between us? So I’m thinking to go to her house to get my voice recorder back.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

An Open Door

An Open Door

Deep inside feel screwed
For being distracted by people
Difficult people put obstacles
Along my pathways
Learning to say no

My Lord doesn’t forget me
Opening the media door
Through His favour
From a school founder
Sponsor my study

Inspiration On: Tuesday, 8 March 2016

I call to the admin of an animation school, to check from the system that the school sponsors me so I do not need to tick on any payment mode. I just need to post all the grant documents and the school’s registration form to them. Finally, I post it then I submit its softcopy via email. When I check from the website, the total payable school fee for the three parts is $650. I feel so speechless and thankful to God.
Betty Lim to inform me that she can’t meet me tomorrow due to rushing her writing. She is also distracted by people. Why is there similarities between us? So I’m thinking to go to her house to get my voice recorder back.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Convey Message

Approach another cell leader in person
Whom I ever assist her
In door to door evangelism

The quiet dog looking at us
Its expression impresses me many times
Only to be misunderstood

Asking the Lord to enable me to articulate
Cuing her to return to that unit
Reach out to that household again

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Inspiration On: Saturday, 2 January 2016

In the CG thanksgiving party, I immediately inform Mako that the household unit with the dog. That quiet dog looking at us. It impresses me a lot. It is attempting to convey a message. She misunderstood my message. She can pray for the dog. Inside my heart, “NO! That’s not what I mean.” I ask God for help to explain again. The dog is trying to convey something. I ask her to reach out to that household again. I feel so concerned of that household. course, concern is a love in action. At night, I inform her again through the text message. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Behind The

There are many cases of
Behind the scene
Behind the closed door
Behind the closet
Behind the curtain
Behind the stage

Behind the scene
Many crews are involved

Behind the closed doors
Love, hate, fight, sorrow, laughter and vengeance
Frequently happen in every household

Behind the closet
Bones or precious gems are found

Behind the curtains
Window panes are opened widely

Behind the stage
Many crews and volunteers are working very hard

Behind every successful stories
Many writers, directors and unseen faces are strongly involved

However
Many audiences forget
Behind the scenes faces

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 25 October 2015 at 8:25pm

During my observations, many audiences love to do video streaming at the expense of every video producer’s hard work. Many piracies are on the rise. I appreciate on the hard work and choose on the videos I watched. Arts are cheapened and more artists are exploited to do free work. Before piracy occurs, I enjoy buying on selected category of videos. In every purchased video, I enjoy watching and learning from behind the scenes. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

If Not For Jesus!

If not for Jesus, I would take matter into my hands!
If not for Jesus, I would leave you!
If not for my Lord, I would have commit suicide!
If not for my Lord, I would avoid you!
If not for my Saviour, I only give you one chance!
If not for my Saviour, I would lock my door!
If not for my God, I would bark!

Yet you barge into my fence of boundaries!
Yet you take me for granted!
Yet you enjoy hurting me more!
Your ACTIONS and WORDS are inconsistent!
You always beat around the bush!

What do you WANT from me?!
I feel sick of your arrogance!
You cause me to fall into the pit of depression!
Initially
You give me the joy of life
You share your faith in Jesus
You give me the hope of
“Two is better than one”
A close confidant

If not for Jesus, I would not trust you!
If not for my Lord, I would not forgive you!
If not for my Saviour, I would forsake you!
I have enough!

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12:15pm

This is the sequel to Why Do You? poetry. You have read the previous journey of my poetry. My heart and trust are fully broken. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

看門狗 Watchdog

看門狗
看電狗
看店狗

每天看這
看看看
看到打天亮
然後瞌睡

A watchdog
Guarding the door
Guarding the electricity
Guarding the shop

Daily guarding all these
Guard, guard and guard
Till the sunrise
Then it sleeps soundly

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 30 April 2015 at 8:40am

Living with the label “watchdog”, I feel a strong connection in what I have done. When my parents go out, I stay at home with my younger brother. Now, My habit is to take note the electricity plug when everyone is asleep. It is a daily routine to switch off the switched on electric plug. As long as the electrical appliances are not switched on, many people feels that the electric usage does not matter when the switch is off. However, I care to save the small amount of electricity. Am I wrong to do so? Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Door Mat?

What am I?
Am I a door mat?
Only to be trampled on?

What am I?
Am I a door mat?
Easily to be taken advantage of?

What am I?
Am I a foolish person?
Awaiting to be bullied?

What am I?
Am I a comical person?
Awaiting to be laughed at?

I am also HUMAN
With different values!
With different perspectives!
LISTEN to ME or JUST go AWAY!

Inspiration On: Wednesday, 04 February 2015 at 9am

This is a painful realization to me for being myself. Bullied at school. Care not to hurt others’ feelings, those wolves prey on my kindness. Cheating my hard-earned money! Backstab me behind my back when I care for them.

Dark Jungle

Living in the jungle
Jungle of darkness
Prison of isolation
Rejected
Starving love
Beware of the lurking evil

Dark sharp pointed hands
Knock the door of minds
Possessing the hearts
Sowing seeds of darkness
Into the hearts and minds
Hatred breeds within

Bitter fruits bloom out
Out to lash innocent lives
Lives in dismay and destruction
More minds and hearts are
Smeared with questions and blood
Smeared with hurts and pains

An excruciating endless cycle
Are lives not precious?

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 15 December 2013 at 12:14pm
Inspiration Ends On: Monday, 21 April 2014 at 3:17am

Understanding human’s psychology and the heartbreaking news of contaminated food, riots, and war summed this poetry. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

快 Speedy

眼睛快 看到零食 头脑快 管手和脚步 拉椅子 拿零食 耳朵快 从脚步声知是谁 听到开声零食饱开 鼻子快 闻到 好吃零食 手脚快 快速度 脚快 跑去 好吃零食 手快 抢花生 从我手里 嘴唇快 吞花生 关紧紧 口快 牙齿咬碎花生 舌头推进喉咙 喉咙快 吞下 所有花生 头手脚度快 全身度快 谁能顶不住 他的快动作

Speedy eyes Target a snack pack Speedy brain Signalling feet and hands Pull a chair to open fridge To gulp food Speedy ears Knowing whose footsteps Knowing opened snacks packs Speedy nose Smelling Delicious snacks Speedy feet Running towards Delicious food A pair of speedy hands and feet Runs swiftly Speedy hands Snatch snack packs From my hands Speedy lips Gulp snacks Close tightly Speedy mouth Mince snacks Ready to swallow Speedy throat Swallowing Minced food Speedy brain, hands and feet Speedy body parts Nobody in the house Able to stop him His fast motion

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 27 November 2013 at 8pm
Inspiration On: Thursday, 28 November 2013 at 10am

This poetry was triggered during conversation dinner with my husband. I shared how our 35 months son sneakily stealed a Milo drink packs from our snack box.

Little Explorer

Running around
Jumping around
Climbing doors
Climbing chairs
Climbing drawers
Climbing window grills
Peeling stickers out of toys
Peeling any peel-able stuffs
Plucking out Barbie heads
Dismantling plastic chairs

Turn chairs upside down into a slide
Turn oven knobs until it plucks out
Stamping cute stamps onto bed head
Scratching hair and body
Turning the house into a playground

But
Pats me when I’m sick
Share his biscuits with everyone he loves
Caring those who care him
Caring towards younger babies

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Inspiration On: Monday, 14 October 2013 at 10:42pm to 11pm

Even though my 39 months toddler is exploring and meddling around the house, he is a caring and hardworking baby.