Feel Rejected

Thank God and thankful for catching my business partner/mentor at the top seat looking fed up and not replying to my WhatsApp message whether she has reached the talk.

Thank God to meet my business mentor’s friend again whom she is helping. Glad for the amazing courage to immediately ask his business card. It’s like a prayer answered. Though he helps me to see the local media business sector is not good, I gently disagree. When he explains that the technology is driving animation, I disagree too. That shows he doesn’t understand about media. The way she chooses to let him does the talking clearly shows her rejection. He says that he shares his opinion to her friend on Frugal Innovation talk. It is not good enough because he has been in the professional trading industry for many years. She can’t accept it because she finds it good. Though I find it good, I’m okay to hear from another perspective. From him, I begin to see my business mentor’s role in his business. Her role is to talk to the banker. There is no partnership agreement. 

After the talk, my business mentor brings her sister in Christ to the nearby Admin building. There she explains the adjustment process to wear high heel shoes and not to walk long hours. Because I tell her that I have a sprain and fall thrice on my way to Frugal Innovation talk. She is about to call her career consultant about the MacBookAir charger due to I can’t find it. Until there is tugging to call house. When dad sees the charger, I am reminded that yesterday I take it out of my bag due to taking my water bottle out. Oh no! Thank God that she hasn’t called her career consultant. When I ask her on her business partner’s Chinese name in his namecard, she harshly tells me to check it from the dictionary.

After the innovation talk, my business mentor introduces someone from a job search who gladly offers his help to assess my unique values to contribute to the company. So at night, I write a draft email and send it to my business mentor for correction. She replies, “Email is fine. Independence is writing yourself without relying on me.” It sounds angry to me so I ask her, “Why do you sound angry to me? Did I make you angry?” Her reply is, “This what I meant by independence in my WhatsApp last night.” I am speechless for her not to answer my question. Why? I can sense the rejection from her. Why am I always tossed around? O Lord, please have mercy on me.

Human Mind

Human brain
Human mind
Are complex
They are beyond imagination
Vast of innovations
Vast of ideas
Vast of dreams

From imagination to products
From ideas to technology
From intangible to tangible
From untouchable to touchable

Scissors
Knives
Table
Chair
Telephone
Blender
Cutting board
Mobile phone
Bicycle
Motorcar
Car
Washing machine
Television
Boat
Cruise ship
Aeroplane
Helicopter
Telecommunication
Computer
Internet,
Etc.


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 12 March 2023 at 3:21am

As I observed and contemplated the technology is increasing rapidly and improved, deep down I sense that human’s mind is fascinating and beyond imagination. From nothing to something tangible. The power of innovation is indeed strong. Creativity is also essential to the improvement. Before I fell asleep, the above inspiration just comes.