Versatile and Very Influential Awards

Versatile Award Most Influential Blogger


  
I am thankful and privileged for my Lord Jesus Christ to grant me favour from Terry to nominate me Versatile and Very Influential Awards at http://terry1954.wordpress.com/2013/06/25/versatile-and-very-influential-awards

Thank you, Terry, for remembering me.

Thankful also for 

  1. izzy on 2 February 2015 
  2. Might Masai on 1 March 2015
  3. CharmantWorld on 18 May 2016
  4. Olufunke Kolapo on 16 June 2015

to award me for the versatile blogger award.

The rules are to mention seven things about me are:

  1. I wish to have many pets reared together – dogs, cats, hamsters, birds. But it is impossible to have them because it will be a disasters and since I have a baby boy
  2. Though I’m quiet by nature, I enjoy doing things on my own
  3. While doing my work, I can’t concentrate when someone is looking at me
  4. Secretly, wishing my short sighted vision to get well
  5. Watching and Observing people and nature from afar helps me to understand  more about the society
  6. Recently, I just purchased a children’s binocular to watch people from my house
  7. Lord Jesus Christ and the Bible are the main source of my inspiration

This award is shared to

  1. http://patcegan.wordpress.com/
  2. http://thpoetwithin.wordpress.com/
  3. http://wordsofbirds.wordpress.com/
  4. http://blackandwrite.wordpress.com/
  5. http://liliessparrowsandgrass.com/
  6. http://cncfimoparadise.wordpress.com/
  7. http://darkyblue.wordpress.com/

Wish you all the best in your endeavours.

Lost Self

Awakened
Hidden self
Lost voice
Lost self
Only
To
Return and Haunt
Shattering the shackles
With Christ’s grace and strength


Inspiration On: Friday, 29 May 2015 at 7:07pm

Self understanding is the most confusing part of my life. Recently, the lost self returns, pray to The Lord and is preparing to do self defense. It is lost due to run over by abusive and spoilt people. I blame myself to care too much. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Feel Stupid for Being Naive

Being naive
To trust your initial words
Destroy my trusting hearts
My heart is dead
Whenever you repeat your mum’s words
Like a parrot

The way you play with my naiveness
I feel dejected whenever I remember
You seek me during courtship
To
Dazzle my eyes
With garland of flowers

Yet now you are different
All you care is yourself
Instead of investigating the truth
You sell yourself to lies

Living in someone’s influence
Third parties’ views are right
The fool is me for not believing them
My heart is dead
Thanks to you.


Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12:15pm

This is the third sequel to Why Do You? and If Not For Jesus poetry. Lori Carlson’s writing prompt challenge my heart and mind to birth this poetry. My heartbreak journey is stated clearly in my first poetry. The final line signify my sarcastic remarks to my blinded husband until my tears almost dry up. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

If Not For Jesus!

If not for Jesus, I would take matter into my hands!
If not for Jesus, I would leave you!
If not for my Lord, I would have commit suicide!
If not for my Lord, I would avoid you!
If not for my Saviour, I only give you one chance!
If not for my Saviour, I would lock my door!
If not for my God, I would bark!

Yet you barge into my fence of boundaries!
Yet you take me for granted!
Yet you enjoy hurting me more!
Your ACTIONS and WORDS are inconsistent!
You always beat around the bush!

What do you WANT from me?!
I feel sick of your arrogance!
You cause me to fall into the pit of depression!
Initially
You give me the joy of life
You share your faith in Jesus
You give me the hope of
“Two is better than one”
A close confidant

If not for Jesus, I would not trust you!
If not for my Lord, I would not forgive you!
If not for my Saviour, I would forsake you!
I have enough!


Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12:15pm

This is the sequel to Why Do You? poetry. You have read the previous journey of my poetry. My heart and trust are fully broken. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Crying Autistic

Living in denial
Hating my existence
Unable to accept
The truth and fact
Deep inside me

Autism is the
Label given to me
Coming from my family members
Many time I deny it
Only to surrender and learn to
Embrace autism in my life

Knowing the angst of my pain
But I choose to smile to others
Showing the brighter side of my true self
Wishing to cheers the broken-hearted
Yet others tend to
Break my heart
And
Take advantage
Of my kindness
Only to land myself
Vulnerable
Miserable
Feeling the awful pangs of hurt
From all the
Pre-judgements

When my world is closing
You come into my life with your own agenda
Soothing words to uplift me
Then you hurt me four times
Pushing me forward three step backs
Then pull me backward four step backs
Why are you playing with my innocence?!
Why are you entering into my world?
Giving me FALSE hopes
Only to DASH it!
Enough of your mental game!
Stop!
My Lord sees it and warns me of your cunningness
To PREVENT me from further hurt!
This IS the FENCE of my BOUNDARIES!


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 21 April 2015 at 12am

These are the summary of my experiences birthed in poetry. I thank my Lord and Saviour for the right words to SHOUT it out. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Live In

Live in the past
The past haunts me
Pressing me down

Spurring me to realistic actions
Live in the present
Prevent it from repeating

Live in the future
Hoping to live for God

Dreaming to the
Destination
Awaiting Jesus’ applause


Inspiration On: Friday, 20 March 2015 at 4:30pm

My mind has been wondering where do I live. The past haunts me yet I hope for the future hope. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

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Creative Bloggers Award



With gratitude and thankfulness to my Lord Jesus Christ and to Yashika to nominate me for the Creative Bloggers Award. I’m honoured for the nomination. 


This award is accompanied by a few rules :

  1. Nominate 15-20 blogs and notify all nominees via their social media/blogs
  2. Thank and post the link of the blog that nominated you

Share five facts about yourself to your readers

Pass these rules on to them


Five Facts About Myself:

  1. Believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour
  2. Love pets though my parents disagree to rear one
  3. Disgusting sights puke me
  4. Hate the taste of liquor 
  5. Love peace amidst differences. 


My nominations are:

EVERYONE 


Wish you all the best and God bless you all.

Dumb Word Upsets

Call other dumb upsets me

And pisses me off!

It is not the way to do so!

Who are we to say so?

Different people have different level of understanding

People are created by God in His image.

Who are we to call others dumb?

Everyone has their own

Strengths

And

Weaknesses.


Inspiration On: Friday, 27 February 2015 at 2:27pm

While I was resting, the one who employs me in an adhoc basis text message me. He called someone dumb for not understanding his issues. Hence, the above poetry is birthed out and written down. Why do I say so? Because I am the only one being considered slow amongst my siblings. Of course, I always feel stupid for being weaker in my slow response towards others. That is before I know The Lord Jesus. Yet He reaches out to me and saves me from my wrong perspectives of myself. I know what I want in life is to be an author. My parents dissuades me from doing so. The most foolish things I have ever done was to listen to their decisions upon my life – study in the industry I do not want to study. In order not to waste their money, I force myself to complete the studies to bachelor. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Readers’ Choice Award

With gratitude and thankfulness to my Lord Jesus Christ and to Being Bettr at https://beingbettr.wordpress.com/2015/02/05/readers-choice-award-1-by-flippyzipflop/#more-926 to nominate me for the Readers’ Choice Award. I’m honoured for the nomination.

Rules of the Award:

  1. You have to link back to the person that nominated you.
  2. You must answer all 11 questions given to you by the person who nominated you.
  3. After completing these questions you must nominate 11 bloggers under 200 followers and give them 11 questions of your choice.
  4. You must not nominate the person who nominated you.
  5. You must let your nominees know that they have been nominated and provide a link for them to your post so that they can learn about it.

Questions from Swetank:


1. Why me? What do I provide that has you coming back for more?
It is my journal experience of God’s blessings in my life and the various senses poetry of life.

2. Why did you begin blogging?
I begin blogging to share my voice about God’s love and the ability He blesses upon me.

3. This Peace Movement… are you ready to make people more aware? Peace is the ONLY answer.
Yes. I promote peace because God loves a peacemaker.

4. If I handed you $1,000,000 what would you do with it?
If it is to bless me, I will start a social enterprise. A beneficial product to the society yet provide job opportunities for the oppressed. I believe to be hard working in lives. It is better to give them the fishing rod rather than the fishes. That is my parents’ blessings.

5. What is your best advice for gaining more followers?
To be yourself.

6. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
I want to live at a flying castle depicted in Hayao Miyazaki’s animation.

7. Do you wear your heart on your sleeve or are you more reserved, making others earn your trust?
Pardon me. I do not understand this question. Please simplify it.

8. Favorite vacation spot?
Swimming pool

9. Are you a cat person or a dog person?
I am a puppy person.

10. I love to write, but right now, I’m in a funk. What would you say to get me back into writing?
To remove all hindrances and noises at home.

11. Favorite color?
Pink.

My 11 nominees are:

  1. http://thewhyaboutthis.com
  2. http://ravenousforlife.wordpress.com
  3. http://bettygeneric.wordpress.com
  4. http://joequatronejr.com
  5. http://patinspire.org
  6. http://amoafowaa.com
  7. http://fullofrosesinspirationals.wordpress.com
  8. https://altruistico.wordpress.com
  9. http://elisabethwheatley.wordpress.com
  10. http://sacredtouches.com
  11. http://doncharisma.org

Wish you all the best and God bless you all.

Hot Cold

Do not drag me into your
Impending fire of judgement

Do not drag me into your
Anticipated burning of fire in hell

Must I
POUR
Cold water into your head?

To wake you up
From your dark sleep?

To lift you up
To see and trust Jesus in the heaven?

Inspiration On: Monday, 9 February 2015 from 3:37pm to 3:41pm

A brother in Christ was going through difficult problems with himself and the people around him. A sister in Christ warned me from being dragged by that brother in Christ in terms of spiritual and work. After I stopped myself from busyness and take a walk from the house, God confirmed it through three people and just revealed it to me. This awakened me from being too emotional. That brother in Christ is in need of a spiritual daddy who can guide him in his spiritual walk. Thank God for an uncle willingly to mentor my that brother in Christ. And I am also thankful for his readiness to guide the young. All those tumultuous heart and mind birth the above poetry to tell that brother in Christ. It is to wake him up from his lack of self-worth slumber. Wish you all have good days and thank you.