A cell leader mentioned the meaning of mess is taking drugs, involved in gang fight and other social issues.
Thus I want to clarify that my mess means literally mess.
One of my room table is messy
Organise things until I can’t find own thing
Tag Archives: Mess
Why Do You?
Why do you come into my life?
Why do you come to mess my life?
Why are you jealous of me?
Your grades are better then mine.
You have smarter brain than I am.
Why are you so suspicious of me?
Where do I give you misunderstanding?
I just want to bless you surprisingly.
Why do you use my weakness to put me down?
I thought you are my confidant.
There is so much thing I want to share with you.
Now
My lips are tight
I can not trust you
Why I can not trust you?
Because you lie to me!
Because you add wounds to my salt!
Make my life like a hell!
Why do you believe the devil’s lies?
Do you love to misjudge others?
Do you still live in your mother’s cloud of influence and decision?
Why do you take advantage of my naiveness?
Why do you take advantage of my confusion?
Why do you love to put your words into others’ mouth?
I can not believe your words anymore.
Inspiration On: Thursday, 21 May 2015 at 12pm
A lot of strange events occur in my life. When I mean well, my mother in law and husband misunderstood me. When I begin to trust him again and confide in him, he betray my trust. Maybe I look highly of him. Every year, my mother in law gave warnings of divorce threats to me. Then my husband always let me to make the decisions. When the result of my decision turns out well, no appreciation. Yet when the result of my decision is wrong, he always pick on me and put me down. I have felt worse. Yet he makes me feel much worse. Despite my parents warning, I feel foolish to pity my mother in law. But she falsely accused my mother and I out of her jealousy. Recently, my husband loves to start to the quarrel and blame me. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Balance Stack Walk
Stack up the play doh buckets.
Brisk into the room elegantly.
Yeah!
I did it!
Plop! Plop! Plop!
The buckets topple.
Aw!
I mess up!
Pick it up again
Stack up again
Yeah!
I did it!
Plop! Plop! Plop!
The buckets topple again.
Aw!
I mess up!
Having fun to balance walking
Bringing play doh buckets stacks.
Inspiration On: Saturday, 3 January 2014 at 4pm
My toddler enjoys to play ‘play doh’ clay. My house rule is to clean and tidy up after play. For the first time, he chooses to stack up the ‘play doh’ buckets. He wants to learn the circus way of balancing. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Lazy Cat & Worm
High piling tasks to complete
Someone relaxes without lifting hands
Enjoying giving out commands
For me to do
To do this
To do that
To search this
To search that
Such a simple tasks
Doesn’t bother to lift hands
Always on bed
Cluttering the place
Messing the tidy place
Lazes on bed
Like a lazy worm
Lazy like the cat
Sleeping two thirds of the day
Am I a slave without break?
All tasks seem endless
Inspiration On: Wednesday, 25 December 2013 from 2:18pm to 2:28pm
Terry Shepherd’s poetry dived into my hearts and minds. Her poetry can be found at here and I can understand her feelings to have a break.
Tears of Hurt
Tears of grief
Tears of hating conflict
Tears of dislike to hurt
The need to confront
Someone who brags
Someone who lies
A jealous filled person
Driven by green eyes heart
My heart hurts for her
Before speaking to her
But without confront her lies
The more she stirs and messes my house
O Lord, You have heard
Heard her lies
You have heard my confidant’s advice
O Lord, You have heard Sennacherib’s blasphemies
You have delivered King Hezekiah from Sennacherib
Please, O Lord, deliver me from this braggart
Please, O Lord, guide my speech
Please, O Lord, rescue me from this mental anguish
Please, rescue me
Save me from this dilemma
Please tell me what I should do, O Lord
Her words are killing everyone
Her words are destroying everyone
I don’t want her to destroy my family
O Lord, I beseech Your guidance
For I trust in Your deliverance
Inspiration On: Tuesday, 16 July 2013 at 4:15am to 4:44am
My friend called and shared to me and asked me to write for her and ask what she should do. Though I was speechless, I put myself in her shoes, birth me this poetry. I feel speechless. This is her story, “The song ‘I Surrender’ by Celine Dion spoke to my heart and my tears of grief overflows to my Lord seeking His deliverance. Though I dislike the liar’s speeches and actions, the desire not to hurt her was laid bare to my Lord. My confidant suggested to me that it was time to confront the guest before the situation got out of hand. Those who disapprove her lies are my neighbour, helper and even a weekday beverage deliverer. But I still believe in God’s wisdom and Hand of guidance. My mind and heart is confused in what I should do.” What should she do? Your feedback is most appreciated.” This reminded me of 2 Kings 18:12-37 where King Hezekiah cried to the Lord of host.
Frustration Button
Unbearable scattered stuffs
Is enough to
Push the frustration button
In me.
Once the button is pressed,
My mind and body synchronize
To tidy the messiness.
Inspiration On: Sunday, 10 February 2013 at 12:42am
Oh! Sometimes the remote control holder was messy caused by my family members had the tendency to drop anything into it such as pen, pencil, rubber, etc. Furthermore, my son’s stuffs were scattered in my room and even the living room.
Yoshiko 