An Open Door

Deep inside feel screwed
For being distracted by people
Difficult people put obstacles
Along my pathways
Learning to say no

My Lord doesn’t forget me
Opening the media door
Through His favour
From a school founder
Sponsor my study

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 8 March 2016

I call to the admin of an animation school, to check from the system that the school sponsors me so I do not need to tick on any payment mode. I just need to post all the grant documents and the school’s registration form to them. Finally, I post it then I submit its softcopy via email. When I check from the website, the total payable school fee for the three parts is $650. I feel so speechless and thankful to God.
Betty Lim to inform me that she can’t meet me tomorrow due to rushing her writing. She is also distracted by people. Why is there similarities between us? So I’m thinking to go to her house to get my voice recorder back.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

An Open Door

An Open Door

Deep inside feel screwed
For being distracted by people
Difficult people put obstacles
Along my pathways
Learning to say no

My Lord doesn’t forget me
Opening the media door
Through His favour
From a school founder
Sponsor my study

Inspiration On: Tuesday, 8 March 2016

I call to the admin of an animation school, to check from the system that the school sponsors me so I do not need to tick on any payment mode. I just need to post all the grant documents and the school’s registration form to them. Finally, I post it then I submit its softcopy via email. When I check from the website, the total payable school fee for the three parts is $650. I feel so speechless and thankful to God.
Betty Lim to inform me that she can’t meet me tomorrow due to rushing her writing. She is also distracted by people. Why is there similarities between us? So I’m thinking to go to her house to get my voice recorder back.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Favourite About Spring Season

Attraction to spring time
Is the
Atmosphere and the beauty of resurrection

Favourite about spring time
Is the
Finest and fittest season of life

Trees brings forth fruits
Animals are well fed
Flowers’ buds grow as all its petals open up

Humans live in comfort
Without fearing hot and cold
Enjoy the harvest of agriculture

Behold, the beauty of spring!

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 7 April 2015 at 12:30am

Megan has OCD posted about My Favorite Things about Spring sparked and birthed the first stanza of this poetry. The remaining poetry poured out as we converse about it. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

快 Speedy

眼睛快 看到零食 头脑快 管手和脚步 拉椅子 拿零食 耳朵快 从脚步声知是谁 听到开声零食饱开 鼻子快 闻到 好吃零食 手脚快 快速度 脚快 跑去 好吃零食 手快 抢花生 从我手里 嘴唇快 吞花生 关紧紧 口快 牙齿咬碎花生 舌头推进喉咙 喉咙快 吞下 所有花生 头手脚度快 全身度快 谁能顶不住 他的快动作

Speedy eyes Target a snack pack Speedy brain Signalling feet and hands Pull a chair to open fridge To gulp food Speedy ears Knowing whose footsteps Knowing opened snacks packs Speedy nose Smelling Delicious snacks Speedy feet Running towards Delicious food A pair of speedy hands and feet Runs swiftly Speedy hands Snatch snack packs From my hands Speedy lips Gulp snacks Close tightly Speedy mouth Mince snacks Ready to swallow Speedy throat Swallowing Minced food Speedy brain, hands and feet Speedy body parts Nobody in the house Able to stop him His fast motion

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 27 November 2013 at 8pm
Inspiration On: Thursday, 28 November 2013 at 10am

This poetry was triggered during conversation dinner with my husband. I shared how our 35 months son sneakily stealed a Milo drink packs from our snack box.

Open Doors

Out of sudden
Open doors
Doors of opportunities
Are laid out
At my sight

Feeling lost
Analyse every door
Lost in confusion
Fear creeps in
Pray to the Lord
Seeking His guidance

All door close
Except one door
Glistening lights
Beaming out gradually
Out of that door
A pointing hand points into
That glistening door
Leading my path

A path I will be going
Without knowing this path
With my Lord’s protection and care
His rod and staff comfort me

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 16 July 2013 at 3:34am to 4:01am

As I was thinking of my career path, the first stanza’s image appeared in my mind. There have been so many companies are looking for a full-time employee. When I apply for another position according to my interest, fear crept in of many job confirmation replies. Later on, there was a notion to apply job and leave the rest to God. So I sent my resume to a few companies.

Attempting Mouth Kissing

Two hands
Fingers of both hands
Are
Clasping
Holding tightly
Wringing
Around her neck
With his legs clasp her waist.

Attempting to
Go near her face.
Attempting to
Kiss her mouth.
Where she holds him further
Attempting to
To prevent him
To prevent his rounded lips
From kissing her mouth.

Door creaks
Door opens
Fingers loosens grip
With failed attempt
Mission fails!
Quietly learn from rebuke.
While she gasps for breathe
Speaks such a strong grasp.

Days pass,
He resolves
He answers
He wants
To have a wife.
Laughter burst out
Amused of speech.
He laughs ear to ear.

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Inspiration On: Friday, 15 February 2013

A few days ago, my son was trying to kiss the helper’s mouth by holding her neck. She told me what happened when I was in the room for a while. I understand that he was curious about kissing though normally he kisses his soft toys. But I guided him not to do mouth kissing towards anyone and even his helper.

Tick Tick

Tick tick
Tick tick

Tick tick
Tick tick

A head laid onto bolster
It is my husband’s head
Turning his head to find
The source of the sound
Tick tick tick tick tick

Suddenly, he whispers his worries

The tick tick sound causes
A gruesome nightmare to him
The air conditioner leaks again
Upon waking up, the sound
Comes out from his right
The person sleeping next to him.

Oh, I was typing on
An old iPod just given
From my brother who upgrades
Then he willingly passes it
To me. In actual fact
The iPod belongs to my dad.

Tick tick
Tick tick
Is the sound of typing
Into the notes of iPod
Typing down what inspires me
From the paper of mini-notebook
For an easy upload to the web.

Swiftly, I explore the settings
Searching up and down prayerfully
Praise God and thank God
To open my eyes to
Switch off the typing sound.
Thank God for His wisdom
Upon me through Christ Jesus.
Praise Him and glorify Him!

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 1 July 2012 from 1:30am to 1:50am
Revised On: Sunday, 1 July 2012 at 5:04pm

As I was typing the 有恐龙 poetry from my notebook into iPod, my husband looked baffled on my bolster then gently whisper his nightmare. I immediately stopped typing and tried to go to iPod’s setting to remove the tick sound. Thank God for Him to open my eyes to choose which option to switch off the tick sound. I didn’t mean to disturb my husband’s sleep. The past few days, my husband was sound asleep while I was typing. Unexpectedly, tonight is a different sleeping weather for him.

Deep Buried Feelings

Deep buried feelings were kept somewhere.
Painful memories were left unidentified for ten years.
Not ten years, more than that.
Unknowingly, it was planted since young.
It was sowed seed by seed.

Motivation of study is from external source.
Motivation of study only comes from mother.
No inner motivation to do so.
No sense of purpose in life.
No compass to guide me.
Only my parents are my compass.

We followed mother to her chosen destination to give us good future.
We lived in an uncle’s house due to lack of finance.
With my own eyes, I saw my mother being bullied.
I wish to stand strong, but I’m weak.
I’m standing at the corner.
I feel lost.
Angry with my self!
Why am I so slow?
Why am I a weakling?
Leave me alone.
I just wish to be quiet.

A slight headache.
Someone came to my rescue.
It is like a Light enters my heart.
There is a sense of purpose.
I need to stand strong.
I can’t!
But in the Light I can.

A door is closed.
But He opens a window.
A window opens my mind to marriage.

With just a few words through written message,
My past deep feelings were dug out.
No, I think I found out now.
Now I found out what it is.
Found out the root cause to fear of marriage.
It is the very seed that takes root in my heart since young.
It shaped my thinking.
It also shaped my heart.

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Expressed on: Friday, 07 November 2008.