Chronic migraine tires me
Own mum often bring me for checkup
Being labeled with
Mental breakdown diagnosis
Problems find me
Seeking to solve it with own hands
Depending on God to bless me with
Wisdom and strength
Seeking to protect others
Entertaining vast people and piles of workload
Without realizing
Draining most energy
Sisters in Christ come
Telling me
“You spread yourself too thin”
“Focus point”
Overstretch my finances
Overstretch my time
Overstretch my mental strength
Prepared to face death
Pointing fingers claiming understand me
Increase my deep guilt
This cause me tired of living
Seeking the Lord to take me away
Jesus’ hands stretch out to me
Through others
Whenever I feel cornered
Pouring strength into my heart
Breaking into poetry becomes natural
Though writing is a challenge
Literature exams scare me
Another broken wall
Praise the Lord, O my soul
Thus far the Lord has helped me
Breaking forth into new songs
May Jesus be glorified through me
Inspiration On: Saturday, 12 March 2016
I enjoy the worship time and sermon time though I don’t like the closed light environment and the loud music. Lord, I love it with bright light. J dozes off again during sermon. Last week I just let her rest on my shoulder. It must be tiring for her. However, I remember Irene Leow asked her to wake up to listen to the sermon.
Today’s sermon is from Acts and how God spared Apostle Paul’s life from murder plot. It speaks to me how God preserves my life and deliver me from more harm. I never expect that I am still alive. I thought I’m going to die.
Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Yoshiko 