Idea and Partial Execution

New partial executed ideas
Automate word document letters
Out of excel

Skeleton is completed
Seeking help for
The right keywords to
Auto-generate all record
Perfecting the final beauty

The programmer colleagues
Become a radio podcaster
Blast it to another colleague

Intention to keep
Quiet and do it secretly
Are found out
Needing help and guidance too

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 5 April 2016

The macro programmer comes to the branch office. I get so excited and ask him questions. So I ask him on my idea on automated letter with VBA. Because I am stuck in certain keyword. He points me to submit my partial executed idea to green initiative. Then the company will assign me another programmer. He can help me too. If I complete the whole coding, it is too late to submit to green initiative. CMF is in charge of it. So I bug her twice because I need help. He shocks me to tell another colleague about my automation idea and execution. Oh no! I don’t want to let so many people know. Yesterday, my supervisor found out about it.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Created Connections

Through current job
Rendered products and services classification
Solve the lost connections in me
Connections are created between two dots
May my Lord enables me to continually do so

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Inspiration On: Monday, 4 April 2016

My supervisor treat me dinner to do OT and gently explain my mistake. Throughout the overtime work, I learn something new. It is to list on the merchants payment device that needs to be collected due to no payment. The company assigns different alphabets to differentiate different rendered products. According to my memory, this company begins with their terminal devices then card payment. So I make the biggest mistake to come out with so many products.

MF my close friend and I have the same understanding not to say on my automated coding. It is better to keep a low profile. If it is successful, it is the best. If not successful, keep quiet and will not be scolded. Great to find such a friend.

The VBA code for the automated letter template is almost completed. I just can’t find the right keyword to format its fonts style and type. And also how to create a page break and to add other records. I’m anticipating a coder colleague’s coming tomorrow to discuss on the right keywords. He is the one who writes the excel macro. Amazing.

Unexpectedly, my supervisor catches me doing the automated coding. He praises me and I can only reply that it is not perfect yet. He replies that I am perfect enough. So embarrassing.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Outlet Expression

Many art forms of expressions
Be good in one discipline
Now writing becomes natural
Learning to catch up in own drawing skills
Scriptwriting is so enjoyable
All these are the outlet of
Experiences and perspectives

What is God doing in my life?
Am I returning to the inner child?
Learning through backwards?
Is the Lord speaking to me?
Through my current job and current art trainer
Life is so different in
Different people

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Inspiration On: Friday, 1 April 2016

I tell my art trainer DV that I feel that I am in the wrong job industry. He answers my dilemma that the experiences are never wasted. That is his career path into an animator. Lord, I pray for open doors. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Self-Realization

Self realisation awakes
Through the miserable feelings
Forcing myself for others
Inner self is seeking
Many outlets to come forth

Sketching
Drawing
Writing
Acting

Focus in one outlet first
Be good in one first
Never forget to
Own weaknesses and strength in Christ

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 31 March 2016

Realising the miserable feeling comes from forcing myself in finance too much. My headache worsens. However, there is a release in the animation class. The release of feelings and the deep things ingrained and lingering.

O Lord, please strengthen me and open the gateway You lead me to. Inside feel so repressed. There is no outlet to come out.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Solve Creatively

Network error
Telephone with no outgoing tone
Monitor refuses to switch on
All are solved yesterday
During unpaid day leave

All equipment are restored
Technician accusation
Always look for the one who
Plug the network and telephone socket interchangeably

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 31 March 2016

Monitor, network and phone cable are repaired yesterday. The technician assumes Mei Fong plugs the network and phone cable interchangeably. She tells me today. The extended monitor is at my left. So I need to move the mouse to the right. It’s irk me. I can’t move the monitor to the right due to its limited cable.
The notion to move the laptop to the left of the monitor. It solved my problem.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Seeking God Expectation

An expectation to understand
The Word of God especially in
Spirit, soul and body

Seeking the Lord’s help to
Strengthen my spirit through the Holy Spirit
Enable my spirit, soul and body

Match my body language
According to my spirit
Where my spirit depends in the Holy Ghost

Turning out into a situation
Cell leader and member seek to
Console, comfort and soothe my aching heart

A new believer speaks the wrong words
Immediate response to
Gently explain and she gladly receives

Speaking the truth in love
Comes from the power of the Holy Spirit
Please my Heavenly Father

Hope in the Lord returns
Expecting the Lord’s power in my life
To be strong in Him and love the Lord of my life

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 30 March 2016

In the end, I go to the cell group hoping to understand about the Bible Study topic on “Spirit Soul Body”. I am surprised for my cell leader and member to take the time to understand me through listening. They want me to speak out and manage to understand me on certain issues. Again, she mentions to leave the matter to God and don’t bother about it. I learn to speak out my perspective from the James, “faith without works is dead”. Then they flip to that section and read together. My perspective is to please God and do His will. Care what He cares. Treat others as the way I want to be treated. However, people tend to misunderstand me and say that I am fearful. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Stuck Again

Always stuck
Stuck in between
Stuck across schedule
Stuck in the many things

Praise God to make a way
His favour through my supervisor
Approves my request for unpaid leave
Attend morning to evening leadership course

Simultaneous events occur at night
Son is alone with the new maid
Own parents returns here
Cell group meeting

Seeking the Lord for His wisdom
Handle all these situations
Due to can’t split myself
Hunger and thirst for the right environment

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 29 March 2016

Lord, I feel stuck. Tomorrow, mum returns to here. There is a cell group too. Thank You for Your favour through Eric Tang that I can attend the leadership class. If I return home late, my son will be lonely. What should I do, Lord? Please help.

Screwed yet Gracious

On first day of work
False wall power socket looses
Out of its original state
Monitor is dead
Next day phone line is completely inaccessible
Third day scanning documents
Refuses to appear in the network path
A close friend and I follow up on the issues
Only to realise
I end in the worst cubicle
Feel out of place
No sense of belonging
Another colleague shows his concern
Soothing my anxious heart

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Inspiration On: Monday, 28 March 2016

Glad I can use the printing. Oh no! Scans do not appear in my server. Call the facility and IT department to solve scanning, network, telephone and monitor issue. Only to find out:

A flat rectangle is loosed. It is a part of the false wall dismantled on my first day of work. Why do I sit on the worst cubicle than anybody? Why do problems often find me? Since the boss is on leave, I send him an email to request for an unpaid leave to attend leadership course. Unexpectedly, my good friend gives me a good news that our boss grants me to attend class. Phew. I almost scared to give him the wrong impression.

Who Is The Apple Giver?

A red apple in yellowish colour
Sits on the black Fujitsu laptop
Thought my good friend gives
She answers not her
Maybe our supervisor
Need to clarify the matter
Who else if not him?

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 24 March 2016

Early in the morning, I am surprised of an apple is on the Fujitsu laptop. Yesterday there is no apple in the pantry. Is it my friend who gives the apple? When I ask her, she is not the one who gives the apple. Is it my supervisor? That is her question too. However, the direct phone line and monitor are completely unworkable. The clock struck 9:30am. My friend reaches the office. Next is my supervisor. Later on, he passes me my access card and attempt to find out its passcode.

During my work, I feel awful to speak up to my mum yesterday. At the same time, I also want to fulfill my vow to my Lord. Is it not the right time yet due to my lack of understanding? Or is it due to me speaking up? Suddenly a thought comes to my mind. If animation school founder offers me an animation job opportunity, I will go for it. I am prepared. Now I need to brush up my drawing skills. I still want to use the animation for my Lord.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

First Day of Full Time Job

Excitement enters my heart
Warm welcome from close friend
Close Friend becomes own colleague
Comfortable with each other
Clear guidance from her
Enjoy the fellowship
Helpful boss

Purely numbers
Use accounting system
Opening excel files
Moving back and forth
Confused which system data
Matching the company names
With their internal identity number

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 23 March 2016

I am so excited on my first day of work. But the supervisor and my friend have not came yet. So I have to sit on the table. Wish you all have good days and thank you.