Pray and Humble to Ask Help

Fulfill my vow unto the Lord
The pressure from business mentor
Led me to re-write volunteer descriptions
Send it to her and another brother in Christ
Seeking relief for the ministry work
Due to the need to concentrate in
Part-time work and
Execute business idea

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 8 November 2015

Learning to write from scratch on the volunteers to relieve me for my ministry work. I feel compelled to write it to fulfill my vow to the Lord. Then I send to business mentor and an uncle (A brother in Christ) to ask for volunteers help. Though I feel afraid to be found out, I need some relief faith worker. Finally and really thank God to get myself back to write the job description from scratch. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Warm Hug

In the morning
A sweet voice
Wakes me up
We begin the
Day with prayer

First time to
See him climb
To my bed
Lie beside me
Seeking to hug
We hug together
This delight me
Warmth fills atmosphere
Warmth feelings fill
Inside my heart
And I think
Warmth feelings fill
In his heart

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 5 June 2013 at 9am

My heart was delighted for my son to climb out of his bed towards my bed. This is the first time for him to do so. Warmth filled the atmosphere. Then he left the room for milk.

Erupt Feelings

Shocking news
Disheartening news
Discouragement sets in
My heart sinks
Sinks down to
The bottom of dark hole.

Tears well up in my eyes
Attempt to hold it
Prevent to show it
Painful feelings erupt
Unknown its origin
As if knowing
My mum’s feelings
When she lost
My eldest
In a car accident.

Repeatedly
Continuously
Painful feelings erupt.
Hide
Hide myself
Hiding myself in a toilet’s cubicle
As my tears roll down
Roll down continuously
Pray to control
Such painful emotions.
Huge waves of emotions
Splash against the rock
Struck against the rock
The rock of my heart.

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 31 March 2013 from 3:02am to 12:40pm

Before my husband took an aeroplane yesterday, he called me up around 3pm. When I heard that his elder brother passed away, my heart sank down. My friends and I had been praying for his healing when I heard he was hospitalized due to breathing difficulty. The news disheartened me.

Refer: Buried Longing