Counselling parents makes children with autism communicative

Counselling parents makes children with autism communicative video helps me to understand myself better. From it, I learn that my mum helps me to improve my autism through my studies. That is the part I enjoy to be at home. After I receive Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour, I receive and sense His love. That makes me to learn to be more the right person and more communicative. However, out of love and care for my parents, I made the stupidest action. I listen to them to get married when I wanted to postpone. During courtship, there was a uneasy sense from the Lord. This is my biggest regret to let my parents suffer with me. Deep down, I feel worst than anybody. Yes, children need to obey their parents in the Lord (Ephesians 6:1-3) However, parents shouldn’t exasperate their children. (Ephesians 6:4) Why should parents relinquish their children’s potential? They need to respect their children’s opinions. The most important thing in life is the values inside of us. Our character are important in the eyes of our Creator. He looks at our hearts. (1 Samuel 16:7)

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Initiative Motivation

Desire to help
Motivated to improve
Stepping up to make an initiative
Through
Suggestions and doings
More than the required work
Improve the business presentation


Inspiration On: Friday, 13 November 2015 at 11:47pm

Thank God and appreciate my new boss’ patience and guidance. She lets me understand the whole picture and reveal to me she is in the planning department. I begin to understand and see the big picture. When I see her, I see myself working non-stop and not care of my body rest.

My business mentor signs me up for the women’s entrepreneurship for the U.S. Embassy talk in four days time. I feel so shocked because that is my children’s book deadline and to meet BL. After I think through, I will ask her to give me the news. I need to complete the children’s book especially the animation script. Thank God for the courage to tell her.

I feel so happy for my new lady boss to appreciate my creativity. I begin to have the courage to share my suggestion to improve the package posting to give the customers a good impression. Strange for my business mentor to come into the picture dictating the entrepreneurs to exercise and eat healthily.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Make Up Foundation Looks Confusion

Address my business mentor
As beauty consultant
To ask about
Make up foundation questions
With natural ingredients
Without harmful ingredients

My purpose is to
Cover up any bruises
Any minor wounds

The beauty consultant gives the
Keywords to google
Concluding my unnatural look

Inside is full of confusions
Praising my wedding photo
Now feedback unnatural look


Inspiration On: Thursday, 12 November 2015 at 11:20pm

When I observe my friend’s dry hands (whom I admire her courage) and the need to cover my bruise, make-up foundation comes into my mind. Then birth out the poetry for my encounter with my business mentor. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Sudden Courage

Pretend not see
Someone who cheats my money
Persuaded me to sign contract to pay him
Playing my naivety

Only to realize
Useless to be fearful and runs away from
Such person

Crying from inside to
My Lord and Saviour
Seeking for help

Amazing courage to look at
That person in the eyes
And walk away

Marvel at the immediate response
To certain situation
The more I need the Lord in my weaknesses


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 11 November 2015 at 8:45pm

I thank the Lord to hear my cry to Him because I see someone (who cheated my hard-earned money) from behind and pretend not to see him. Amazingly, there is an immediate courage towards him when I bump to him. I am surprised to look him at eyes and walk away.

Meeting a classmate. Glad to meet him after I coincide the one who cheated my money. My classmate explains to me how to tap on government funding. Then he encourages me in my confidence to nail down on the creative section strength I can focus on. He knows my business values. He also shares his experiences to complete his own projects. It is good to attend free workshop to complete own projects. Very true. I thank the Lord to have my classmate around. Phew. I am amazed how God let me focus on the real starting out creative people I coincide with.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Humbled to Confess

Living among the unbelievers
Being the first one to be saved
For more than ten years weary me
Influencing my life
Tend to put down my faith
Losing the meeting time with believers

Losing myself many times
Pressing on in my faith in Jesus
Crying to Jesus
Holding on to Jesus
Choosing to love
Though made mistakes along the way
Confused with too many people
Confused with too many demands of life
Scared with the nightmare as a warning
Cause me to depend on God’s providence to
Run away unscathed from the chains of darkness

Praying
Interceding
Until
Raising my white flag
To confess to
A sister in Christ who pushes me back to
The flock of Jesus
Whom the Lord comforts me four times
Preventing me from developing sociophobia
Pouring me more courage to persist to
Contribute my part for His kingdom


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 10 November 2015 at 11:30pm

Finally, I confess to a sister in Christ to seek for a spiritual warfare pastor for guidance through WhatsApp. This is so humbling. She is my business mentor. Upon hearing my confession, she instantly email me the class. However, I couldn’t attend due to not the member of her home church. Oh no! After I send her the prompt, she helps me to find out the matter. In the end, she sends me her CG Leader contact. I feel at a loss so I ask her, “Yes. How do I say to her?” She explains her understanding of me wanting to sign up for the class. Until it frustrates her, “And yet you can ask me what to say! Am I talking to a kid???!” I feel so embarrassed of myself. Then she moves me, “She is expecting you to contact her.” Finally, I text her and she calls me. We are meeting this Saturday. I feel relieved.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Restart and Re-learn

Restart and Re-Learn
Restarting new life
Re-learning everything in life
Asking directions
Outside home


Inspiration On: Friday, 6 November 2015 at 9:50pm

The bruise under my right eye lessen though laugh cause pain and my forehead points are in pain.

Today is my pay day so I go to the office to collect my cheque. My supervisor understands I want to cash out the cheque so she does not cross out the cheque. She kindly explains to me that cheque shouldn’t be crossed if need to cash it out. However, she warns me that if I drop it, anybody can cash it out.

I ask my business mentor about the pandora voucher. She explains it is jewelry shop. After I collect the $20 pandora voucher at funan, I inform my business mentor because I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t wear jewelry. She also does not fancy jewelry. So I ask the redemption shop on pandora outlet. She explains that I can call the mobile provider to ask for another useful voucher even though I win it. So I walk to the nearest pandora outlet. Everything is so expensive especially the gold. I can only afford the sterling silver. So I use the $20 voucher to offset the earring price and treat it as a gift to mum.

Oh no! Why am I re-learning everything? Why do my life seems to restart? This is saddening. I still want to move on.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Conversation Behind Screen

Physical bruises and injuries conversations
Reveals divine protection upon me
Testifying God’s hand in my life
Showing He is omnipotent

Whining in pain
Only to be told
Being a softie
I’m human depending in Jesus

Recognize own weaknesses
Don’t deter me
To continue my journey to move forward
In my recuperation phase

Some misunderstandings begin to
Clear
Understanding each other better


Inspiration On: Thursday, 5 November 2015

Though my business mentor and mum feel I don’t need to go for x-ray scanning, I have a bad feeling. My migraine worsens. My front forehead is in pain. At times, my left jaw is in pain.

They are shocked to hear that the 16 November part-time job gives me a space to work due to tight budget. Through WhatsApp, my business mentor “What?” sends a shock signal. True that she is shocked. I am surprised of her asking me, “Is this your first physical injury?” So I answer, “This is my first physical face injury.”

She clarifies, “Not just face. You mean you had body injury before?”

“Yes. Fingers, Ankles, and legs. Knees too. When I learn ice skating and riding bicycle. And also motorbike accident.”

More question, “Normal injury like cuts and bruises from fall?”

“Normal injury like cuts and bruises from fall?”

Of course, I am stating the fact, “Motorbike accident? Nothing serious but just a fall from it?”

I answer, “Yes. Hit by motorbike during my primary 4 days. Around a few meters. Almost fell into the drain. Thank God I didn’t fell into the dirty drain. My knees suffer injuries and bruises. And I sprained my knees.”

She interprets, “God shielded you from serious injuries. These are minor pains.”

I agree, “Yes. God shielded me.”

“Then no need be a softie…..”

“What do you mean by softie? In what way do I look like a softie?” I wonder.

“Talking about your swell and pain frequently. Not look. You are a softie.” She explains.

I question, “Do I look like one? I don’t feel so.”

She interrogates, “Why is it you don’t feel so? Well…. You think you are tough?”

“Nope.” I answer.

“And?”

I explain further, “I’m learning to be strong.”

“Experiential learning and challenges of life…”

That’s the conversation with my business mentor through WhatsApp who sees God in an autistic life.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.