Overstretch My Limits

Chronic migraine tires me
Own mum often bring me for checkup
Being labeled with
Mental breakdown diagnosis

Problems find me
Seeking to solve it with own hands
Depending on God to bless me with
Wisdom and strength

Seeking to protect others
Entertaining vast people and piles of workload
Without realizing
Draining most energy

Sisters in Christ come
Telling me
“You spread yourself too thin”
“Focus point”

Overstretch my finances
Overstretch my time
Overstretch my mental strength
Prepared to face death

Pointing fingers claiming understand me
Increase my deep guilt
This cause me tired of living
Seeking the Lord to take me away

Jesus’ hands stretch out to me
Through others
Whenever I feel cornered
Pouring strength into my heart

Breaking into poetry becomes natural
Though writing is a challenge
Literature exams scare me
Another broken wall

Praise the Lord, O my soul
Thus far the Lord has helped me
Breaking forth into new songs
May Jesus be glorified through me

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Inspiration On: Saturday, 12 March 2016

I enjoy the worship time and sermon time though I don’t like the closed light environment and the loud music. Lord, I love it with bright light. J dozes off again during sermon. Last week I just let her rest on my shoulder. It must be tiring for her. However, I remember Irene Leow asked her to wake up to listen to the sermon.

Today’s sermon is from Acts and how God spared Apostle Paul’s life from murder plot. It speaks to me how God preserves my life and deliver me from more harm. I never expect that I am still alive. I thought I’m going to die.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

People With Autism May Be More Creative: Study

TechTimes begin with the notion that autistic people tend to produce quality over quantity. I agree. Now, my friends and I begin to understand ourselves better. We are often feel upset on our lack of quantity in our work. However, our teachers feel we have unusual ideas. But we able to solve the problems. 😝 We thank our Lord to able to solve the problems by contributing our part. 

Beg to Unlock

Genesis is
Thump into his playroom
Lock!
Open door knob
Closing the door
Carrying own toys out

Again
Thump into his playroom
Lock!
Open door knob
But press lock from inside
Before
Closing the door
Carrying own toys out

Third round
Thump into his playroom
But . . . But . . .
The door won’t open
Dash to his grandma
Begging her solution
Pulling out her bunch of keys
Identify the key to insert into keyhole
Playroom door is unlocked
He gratefully thank her

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Inspiration On: Thursday, 22 August 2013 around 11pm

This event occurred in the afternoon while I was attending an event to hone my media skills. My helper then my mother reported this to me in the night. Such a funny thing my three years toddler did such a thing.

Depression vs Jealousy

Depressed
Demon
Whispers
Suicide thoughts
As solution
Leading to
Eternal death

Jealousy
Demon
Shouts
LASH
As solution
Leading to
Destruction

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Inspiration On: Friday, 19 July 2013 from 1:30am to 8:04pm

While conversing on the phone about my friend’s plight who didn’t talk about her husband’s mother’s doings to her husband, this poetry birthed out about my friend and her mother in law. Though she can’t believe her mother in law has possessive mental problem.