A Talk about Israel by Jewish Lady

After meeting Mark S at Starbucks, Betty L comes with Victoria (her friend) who works in a startup which sells licensed disney shirts. It’s good that she has the experience to do all the work for the startup. I appreciate for Betty to compliment that I talk a lot now. Thank You, Lord for your courage and strength. Actually, I want to contribute my part into God’s
kingdom through the business.

Then I choose to go to the school (where my business mentor always goes to) to do my work in order to wait for the talk about Jews informed by her. Most likely, she is there. I have no choice except to have my courage to show my face. I feel so bad for arguing with her and apologizes for my mistakes due to some of my memory loss. On my way, the lawyer calls me to remind me to fill the will registration form. When I reach there, she is there. We call each other and quietly do our own work. Later on, her friend (CW) goes there as well. The talk about Israel is by a professor Jewish lady. The word ‘Mount of Remembrance Har Hazikaron’ impresses my heart. It is not found in the Bible. I attempt to write the spelling. I write it repetitively in order to get the spelling correct. While I am thinking on it, CW spots it. I feel so embarrassed to acknowledge that I am learning Hebrew. It’s great to have the courage to ask the Jewish lady to correct my spelling. Great to ask her privately and surprisingly she is impressed. She corrects it. Oh, it is the beauty of Hebrew language. After it has ended, CW asks me the time I learn Hebrew and the reason. It is to know God better and understand the Bible. My purpose is to seek God and to be loved by Him. Oh. What is being done in secret will be found out. This is awkward.

What is God doing? I wonder.


Blah! Blah! Blah!
Talking non-stop like a CD or Tape player
It will not stop unless press stop button.
It will not stop unless zip the mouth.

Talking as swift as the speed of bullet train
It will not stop unless stop sign.
It will not stop unless. . .

Oh! My ear.

Inspiration On: Monday, 28 January 2013 at 11:45pm
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 30 January 2013 at 2:39pm

My helper shared about her experience about her friend who asked her to keep quiet for being too talkative.

Whisper Out Of The Dream World

Whisper . . . Whisper . . .
Whisper . . . Whisper . . .
Oh, where are the whispers from?
Locating it until
My dream world fades away
I am transported to reality
With dry lips
With thirsty tongue
With growling stomach.

As I walk wobbly to the door,
Then the whisper gradually ascends to noise.
As I opened the door,
Obviously, someone is talking to panda.
Oh, my mother in law is talking with him.

Sleepily, I say “good morning”.
Drowsily, I gulp a cup of milk.
Looking at the clock.
Oh, it is 7am plus.
Wondering won’t he be late for work.
Then I return to my dream world.

Inspiration On: Wednesday, 23 January 2013 at 11pm
Inspiration On: Thursday, 24 January 2013 at 1:01am

Yesterday, my mother in law came from faraway place and stay with my husband and me to see her beloved grandson. Unexpectedly, I was awakened around 7 O’clock in the morning due to talking voices. Later on, when my helper told me at night that she heard my mother in law was talking non-stop. Normally, he will leave home at 7am, but he left at 7am plus after I entered my room.