Behind The

There are many cases of
Behind the scene
Behind the closed door
Behind the closet
Behind the curtain
Behind the stage

Behind the scene
Many crews are involved

Behind the closed doors
Love, hate, fight, sorrow, laughter and vengeance
Frequently happen in every household

Behind the closet
Bones or precious gems are found

Behind the curtains
Window panes are opened widely

Behind the stage
Many crews and volunteers are working very hard

Behind every successful stories
Many writers, directors and unseen faces are strongly involved

However
Many audiences forget
Behind the scenes faces

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 25 October 2015 at 8:25pm

During my observations, many audiences love to do video streaming at the expense of every video producer’s hard work. Many piracies are on the rise. I appreciate on the hard work and choose on the videos I watched. Arts are cheapened and more artists are exploited to do free work. Before piracy occurs, I enjoy buying on selected category of videos. In every purchased video, I enjoy watching and learning from behind the scenes. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Little Explorer

Running around
Jumping around
Climbing doors
Climbing chairs
Climbing drawers
Climbing window grills
Peeling stickers out of toys
Peeling any peel-able stuffs
Plucking out Barbie heads
Dismantling plastic chairs

Turn chairs upside down into a slide
Turn oven knobs until it plucks out
Stamping cute stamps onto bed head
Scratching hair and body
Turning the house into a playground

But
Pats me when I’m sick
Share his biscuits with everyone he loves
Caring those who care him
Caring towards younger babies

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Inspiration On: Monday, 14 October 2013 at 10:42pm to 11pm

Even though my 39 months toddler is exploring and meddling around the house, he is a caring and hardworking baby.

Intro Melvin

A furry body lengthens
A furry body thins
As it passes through the gate
With a beautiful and graceful walk.

Eyeing an opened window
It jumps into it
Scratching the trash bag
Screeching the trash bag
With its sharp teeth
With its sharp paws
Searching hungrily for food.

Once the kitchen door opens,
It is alerted and
Jumps out of the window
With stolen food at its mouth.

It is . . .
Melvin!
A black and white furry cat.
A hungry stray cat.
Let’s welcome him.
My stray pet.
A cute pet.

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Inspiration On: Monday, 11 February 2013 at 1:17am

Think of a pet, I only own a chick. The above mentioned stray cat was my stray pet, which stole food from my family’s trash bag. That was how my family got to know him. Gradually, we feed him cat food and it stopped stealing. After it finished the food, we play together happily. We named it ‘Melvin’. This happened eight years ago during our stay in my uncle’s house.

蜘蛛 Spider

蜘蛛爬到我头上 蜘蛛爬到我身上 蜘蛛爬到我手上 蜘蛛爬到我手掌上 蜘蛛对我微笑 蜘蛛跟我打招乎。。。在我手上， 蜘蛛单脚跳行 蜘蛛姚动 蜘蛛跳舞 蜘蛛唱歌。 然后， 蜘蛛塘子 蜘蛛说晚安 然后， 蜘蛛睡觉。

Spider crawls onto my head Spider crawls onto my body Spider crawls onto my hand Spider crawls onto my palm Spider grins to me Spiders waves hi to me . . .On my palm, Spider hops Spider sways Spider dances Spider sings. Later on, Spider lays his body on my palm Spider waves goodnight Finally, Spider goes to sleep with blanket.

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 19 December 2012 at 7:15pm
Inspiration Ends On: Tuesday, 25 December 2012 at 3:04am

The two spiders with a long rounded body insect stuck outside my window. Yesterday and today, they still stopped on the same spot. At first, I thought they were inside my window and were alive. Upon touching it, it was confirmed my assumption was wrong. Then I abruptly closed my window to prevent them from entering my house and bite my toddler. Today, I thought those insects had died so I called my helper bringing my toddler to observe and learn new vocabulary. Afterward, she confirmed those insects were alive. They moved when they were caught with tissue.

My toddler spoke to his dad about his imagination, “蜘蛛走在我头上，蜘蛛走在我手上。” It sounded very poetic to me and my imaginations began to run wild.

Deep Buried Feelings

Deep buried feelings were kept somewhere.
Painful memories were left unidentified for ten years.
Not ten years, more than that.
Unknowingly, it was planted since young.
It was sowed seed by seed.

Motivation of study is from external source.
Motivation of study only comes from mother.
No inner motivation to do so.
No sense of purpose in life.
No compass to guide me.
Only my parents are my compass.

We followed mother to her chosen destination to give us good future.
We lived in an uncle’s house due to lack of finance.
With my own eyes, I saw my mother being bullied.
I wish to stand strong, but I’m weak.
I’m standing at the corner.
I feel lost.
Angry with my self!
Why am I so slow?
Why am I a weakling?
Leave me alone.
I just wish to be quiet.

A slight headache.
Someone came to my rescue.
It is like a Light enters my heart.
There is a sense of purpose.
I need to stand strong.
I can’t!
But in the Light I can.

A door is closed.
But He opens a window.
A window opens my mind to marriage.

With just a few words through written message,
My past deep feelings were dug out.
No, I think I found out now.
Now I found out what it is.
Found out the root cause to fear of marriage.
It is the very seed that takes root in my heart since young.
It shaped my thinking.
It also shaped my heart.

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Expressed on: Friday, 07 November 2008.