Seeking God Expectation

An expectation to understand
The Word of God especially in
Spirit, soul and body

Seeking the Lord’s help to
Strengthen my spirit through the Holy Spirit
Enable my spirit, soul and body

Match my body language
According to my spirit
Where my spirit depends in the Holy Ghost

Turning out into a situation
Cell leader and member seek to
Console, comfort and soothe my aching heart

A new believer speaks the wrong words
Immediate response to
Gently explain and she gladly receives

Speaking the truth in love
Comes from the power of the Holy Spirit
Please my Heavenly Father

Hope in the Lord returns
Expecting the Lord’s power in my life
To be strong in Him and love the Lord of my life

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Inspiration On: Wednesday, 30 March 2016

In the end, I go to the cell group hoping to understand about the Bible Study topic on “Spirit Soul Body”. I am surprised for my cell leader and member to take the time to understand me through listening. They want me to speak out and manage to understand me on certain issues. Again, she mentions to leave the matter to God and don’t bother about it. I learn to speak out my perspective from the James, “faith without works is dead”. Then they flip to that section and read together. My perspective is to please God and do His will. Care what He cares. Treat others as the way I want to be treated. However, people tend to misunderstand me and say that I am fearful. Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Stuck Again

Always stuck
Stuck in between
Stuck across schedule
Stuck in the many things

Praise God to make a way
His favour through my supervisor
Approves my request for unpaid leave
Attend morning to evening leadership course

Simultaneous events occur at night
Son is alone with the new maid
Own parents returns here
Cell group meeting

Seeking the Lord for His wisdom
Handle all these situations
Due to can’t split myself
Hunger and thirst for the right environment

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Inspiration On: Tuesday, 29 March 2016

Lord, I feel stuck. Tomorrow, mum returns to here. There is a cell group too. Thank You for Your favour through Eric Tang that I can attend the leadership class. If I return home late, my son will be lonely. What should I do, Lord? Please help.

Overstretch My Limits

Chronic migraine tires me
Own mum often bring me for checkup
Being labeled with
Mental breakdown diagnosis

Problems find me
Seeking to solve it with own hands
Depending on God to bless me with
Wisdom and strength

Seeking to protect others
Entertaining vast people and piles of workload
Without realizing
Draining most energy

Sisters in Christ come
Telling me
“You spread yourself too thin”
“Focus point”

Overstretch my finances
Overstretch my time
Overstretch my mental strength
Prepared to face death

Pointing fingers claiming understand me
Increase my deep guilt
This cause me tired of living
Seeking the Lord to take me away

Jesus’ hands stretch out to me
Through others
Whenever I feel cornered
Pouring strength into my heart

Breaking into poetry becomes natural
Though writing is a challenge
Literature exams scare me
Another broken wall

Praise the Lord, O my soul
Thus far the Lord has helped me
Breaking forth into new songs
May Jesus be glorified through me

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Inspiration On: Saturday, 12 March 2016

I enjoy the worship time and sermon time though I don’t like the closed light environment and the loud music. Lord, I love it with bright light. J dozes off again during sermon. Last week I just let her rest on my shoulder. It must be tiring for her. However, I remember Irene Leow asked her to wake up to listen to the sermon.

Today’s sermon is from Acts and how God spared Apostle Paul’s life from murder plot. It speaks to me how God preserves my life and deliver me from more harm. I never expect that I am still alive. I thought I’m going to die.

Wish you all have good days and thank you.

Tick Tick

Tick tick
Tick tick

Tick tick
Tick tick

A head laid onto bolster
It is my husband’s head
Turning his head to find
The source of the sound
Tick tick tick tick tick

Suddenly, he whispers his worries

The tick tick sound causes
A gruesome nightmare to him
The air conditioner leaks again
Upon waking up, the sound
Comes out from his right
The person sleeping next to him.

Oh, I was typing on
An old iPod just given
From my brother who upgrades
Then he willingly passes it
To me. In actual fact
The iPod belongs to my dad.

Tick tick
Tick tick
Is the sound of typing
Into the notes of iPod
Typing down what inspires me
From the paper of mini-notebook
For an easy upload to the web.

Swiftly, I explore the settings
Searching up and down prayerfully
Praise God and thank God
To open my eyes to
Switch off the typing sound.
Thank God for His wisdom
Upon me through Christ Jesus.
Praise Him and glorify Him!

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Inspiration On: Sunday, 1 July 2012 from 1:30am to 1:50am
Revised On: Sunday, 1 July 2012 at 5:04pm

As I was typing the 有恐龙 poetry from my notebook into iPod, my husband looked baffled on my bolster then gently whisper his nightmare. I immediately stopped typing and tried to go to iPod’s setting to remove the tick sound. Thank God for Him to open my eyes to choose which option to switch off the tick sound. I didn’t mean to disturb my husband’s sleep. The past few days, my husband was sound asleep while I was typing. Unexpectedly, tonight is a different sleeping weather for him.