A sudden intuition
An ending is reaching
Words popping out
Mother and brother
Show the whole situation
Words are taught to speak to him
Seeking prayers from my prayer warriors
Impressions of reading ‘Leadership’
Guides my thoughts and actions
Abrupt controlled emotions
Calms my mind
Final is the calm spirit to settle the discussion
Inspiration On: Sunday, 15 November 2015
I thank the Lord to hear my prayers. After I reach home and take shower, I have the courage to tell my husband I need to dry my hair first. Then the child’s discussion begins in the playroom. The playroom turns into discussion room. He begins that he doesn’t want to disturb my life and his life. His facial expression shows he is planning something. He highlights that the helper wants to return to her hometown. Since I am the child’s mother, he needs to discuss it with me. It is unfair to him to continually trial and error to employ maids. Among the three maids, only the second maid can adjust to my mother’s cleaning standard. He feels that she needs to attend the maid course. However, I explain that mum had been handling the maid until my brother and I are coming to Singapore. Therefore, he suggests to put our son to a full day care and move school. He questions the reason I didn’t tell him about maid issue. I just tell him as it is. I didn’t want want to worry him so I do my best to solve the issue and even call the agency. Or else, he’ll feel frustrating to be disturbed all the time with such issues. He was frustrated when I called him about the toy purchase for our son before. He voiced out to me to make my own decision. The agency man tells me to let her stay for another month. His reply is that the agency man is sweeping the matter under the carpet to shirk responsibility. I’m surprised my brother is such a willing spy. I really appreciate his care and concern due to my lack of social cues.
Amazed courage to confront my mother to stop pushing me to get married and to say I’m not a puppet. Inside I feel so miserable for people often cross over my boundaries. It feels better to tell her. I still care about her.
Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Just a few judgmental words
The buried excruciating past
As the past haunts deeply
The perception towards the speaker
Overcomed with the dread of being
Auto self-protection switches on
Either flight or fight
Own’s foolishness to be too trusting
Another self awaits to
Triumphantly build fences of boundaries
Inspiration On: Wednesday, 31 April 2015 at 9pm
My friends and I are facing issues of others entering our boundaries. Foolishly, we are being taken advantage. But we realize it too late. Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Nancy Campbell’s devotional emphasize more on women. And this devotional explains the clarity of obedience and the fear of The Lord playing an important role in our attitudes, motivations, and actions. Check her devotional. Enjoy it and subscribe to her email devotional. I love her devotional to the women.
Here I am
Crying out to
With the right words
With the right vocabularies
On the paper
On the word document
Please help me!
Inspiration On: Tuesday, 9 September 2014 at 2:02pm to 2:05pm
When I need to write an email to ask for questions in a software, I am struggling to express myself with the right words. In the previous email, the responder didn’t seem to understand my questions. Living such life is stressful for me though I still persist. This often happen to me and I re-correct the words once or twice then I receive the answer. Hope this time works. Finally, it works. Wishing you all good days and thank you.
Friday, 18 April 2014 at 4:50am
15. Regretting own indecisiveness is completely useless
16. Rather than fall into depression pit
17. Trust my Saviour to go forward
This is the final decision to regret my indecisiveness. Time to move on.
Budding idea sprouts
Greedy hearts and minds
Plucked out of its root
For their self-interests
For their own goals
Justifying their motives and actions with
Honey like words
Refusing to pay their dues
Inspiration On: Thursday, 20 March 2014 at 12:45pm
Inspiration Ends On: Monday, 21 April 2014 at 4:23am
The news of ideas being stolen is heartbreaking especially the artists’ life. Though the form of drawings can be protected by law, the idea can easily be stolen. Such respect for the idea generator is not given. Therefore, I likened it to a budding flower Wish you all have good days and thank you.
Thursday, 23 January 2014
1. Live under the decision of others
2. My indecisiveness cost my current situation
Tuesday, 11 February 2014
The cycle of life is continuum
Friday, 14 February 2014
An indecisive freak is lost forever
During attending a talk, the speaker introduced about the Six Word Submission at SmithMag.net and gave the participants papers to write their own six words about life. The above birthed out of my own life experience. Do participate in its creative ways to describe about lives and other stuffs. Enjoy.